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The Birthday Hat
FALL: Am I aborting my divine Birth by not wanting to pay the price?
RISE: What change would I like to celebrate today?
⇊ The Hat Says ⇊
Am I like Phil in the Groundhog Day movie, waking up Birthday after day to the same mindless pattern, expecting different results? If so, I am on the Wheel of Fortune, that is, of Suffering and of Transformation: what makes it painful is that my resisting change robs me of my potential! This wheel of time spins around its song: “Not my wheel, Thy Will…”
What will it take to come to acceptance, and change my ways? I look at Rota Taro Orat Tora Ator,* as a repeat of FOUR signs. Yet, when I see how TA-OR comes from AT-CG, I may have a way to encrypt my Priesthood, by accepting that change can’t be coerced, as it comes from within.
My gift is a Church Candle to make the mystery of LIFE visible: before the candle burns, the wick is unlit. Where did the light come from? And then when I blew on IT, where did the light go? Here, not here; first, last! One day I am on top of the world, the next, I drop into despair. Then I’m happy again. Failure, success; Pleasure, pain; Reward, punishment. Change is the one thing that doesn’t change: to stay in the hub, I must quiet my mind.
⇊ Alphabet Glyph & Evolution ⇊
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⇊ Falling / Rising Perspectives ⇊
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⇊ The Path on the Tree of Life ⇊
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⇊ Traditional Tarot Correspondence ⇊
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